一切的一切，都是我的错。

I wonder, what's the best thing I can do for you?





Should I continue?





Should I give up?






Just wish that I can know what you're thinking.









































probably..

















maybe...

恋爱物语～

（一）
某年某月某日，
在某人的花园里盛开了一朵十分美丽的花，
对当时的他来说那除了一朵花之外，
其他什么都不是。
几年后，
他对花有了认识，
知道那是一朵珍奇的花。
他想拥有那朵花。
但花早已枯萎,
而留下的只是遗憾。

（二）
在某个花园里，
生长着两朵美丽的花朵。
它们一起玩，
一起谈天，
难过的事一起分享。
虽然很想永远在一起，
可是，
只因为路过的人将其中一朵采了而将它们两人永远分开了。

回忆

再过10天就是2月14日了～
是新年又是情人节..
但对我来说又是令一个回忆吧..
从那天起已经一年了。
在这期间很多事情发生了，
那些快乐的不快乐的都已成为回忆了。
虽然有点后悔啦..哈哈
不过只能怪我太年轻了吧..
那些回忆和感觉我应该永远无法忘记吧
那些刺激的人生真的很爽啊～
不过也该道歉吧..
是我把你的人生搞得有缺陷的..
这些事情真的很难搞定咩！
最近也发生了一些不怎么愉快的事情吧
不懂怎样搞的..
如果人生有像电视剧一样顺利就好噜～▓
好不爽啊！要做的事情都没有一样能做...

你让我的人生添加了许多色彩，不过也涂上了永远无法抹掉的污迹。

夏日午后，
小象在森林里快乐地游泳，溅起小小水花。
三百公里外的沿海城市，被突来的海啸淹没。
科学家找到祸首，对他提出严重警告。
被禁止玩水的小象，却在山的那头，狂野地跳舞。
午夜一点零三分，
7.5级的地震撕裂了八百公里外的小岛。

Tomorrow & Decision

明天---
12月11日。

我就要离开实兆远，到马六甲去了。
这次去当然不是为了玩耍啦。
会不会有人说我讲骗话哦？哈哈，真的啦！没有骗你们。
谁看了我姐姐的blog应该懂了吧。
她的blog给她朋友看啦..我的是给我的朋友和爱人看的啦，erm..家人就免了吧。hehe
都是大姐的一通电话让爸爸妈妈下了决定啦。
虽然之前还是犹豫不决但现在已经决定了。
大人们的决定我们讲什么都没有用喽～
明天你们应该看不到我了吧
有点舍不得咧..好舍不得～ =.="
这样一去就不懂几时才能回来了。
我想我会很想念大家吧。
但是住的地方都找好了咧..
那个地方离大姐的大学也很近，很方便啦。
这里的店只剩阿姨一个人不能做了吧，应该会关掉吧。
不知下次见面会是几时了，就有缘再见吧！
掰掰～ xD

10 minutes trip~

5/11/09 Thursday-
today Sotong come ask me if i can go BreadForest on Sunday..
Many boys don't want go so i also rejected but they keep on begging..
so..play game lo..i lose i go they lose i no need go ^^
3 girls verses me leh..so unfair..
everything seems to be very good in front but when reaches the end..
just 1 step wrong..i lost T.T
haiz

8/11/09 Sunday-
they say 5 p.m. go but parents at home so late abit only go..
wait wait wait until 6p.m. only start cycle..
it takes me about 20 minutes to reach BreadForest..
reach already quickly run up stair then call a glass of chocolate shake..
10 minutes can do lots of things..
played 3 rounds of "cho dai di"
who lose drink chili..liang jian lost so many times but once also no drink..
6.30 p.m. time to go back!!
cycle cycle cycle~
Sure is far~
exhausted!! don't kno why they like to choose a restaurant that are so far away leh?
haiyo..whatever la..spend so many energy leh..

青春..老

"青春不是年华，而是一种心境...
人因希望而变得年轻，因绝望而变得老朽。" ～抄来的～

虽然有点不认同这句话但又有点认同..废话..
人 因绝望而变老? 酱那些老人嘛不是失望很多次?
如果真的绝望这样多次他们还能tahan啊?厉害喽~wuiwit~
但是不能否认的，人在绝望的时候真的会吸取教训使人成长的咧..
酱子那些老人有了希望不就变年轻了？
然后年轻人没有希望不就变老人了？
ei..我都失望过几次咧..酱我算不算老? xD
酱子的话酱"老"不是没有意思了?
只要绝望就变老..酱十多岁的人都很老了咧~
有点不明白它到底在讲什么东东...

LOVE

Love is patient, love is kind.

Love shows no sign of envy or pride.

Love display no anger.

Love is blind to wrongdoing.

Love is very forgiving.

Love takes no delight in devil.

Love rejoice in the truth.

Love always protects, always trust.

Love always hopes, always perseveres.

Love never fail.

Together, love, faith and hope can never be broken.


*(C) copyright 2008*
For your all information, this article i copy from a place~:P ^^

stupid

i dun appreciate chance so as u..
like tis oso dun kno when oni finish...
waiting wat?
i dun noe...
i thk im scare..
wat a timid guy..
i dun kno wat to do leh..
should i let it go?
now im envy abt my frens d..
nth to worry..
ish..reali si lo..stuck..
everyday oni kno love..
thk till sot oni kno..
but i thk i already sot d.. haiz
now oni i kno i didn't appreciate b4 leh..
even say muz appreciate but juz didnt do wat i said..
haiyo..many things bothering me..
wan exam d..still cant find a solution i reali cham lo
knot concentrate..argh!!!
no energy to continue my daily life d meh!!
now everyday oni kno slp meh..bcome pig lo..
mayb i juz dun wan t thk abt it n used slp as a excuse..
my heart feel so uneasy meh..
i wan a solution nia but scare to do it~~~~paiseh nia
will it b to late d? very long d meh...
~!#@$%^Y*()^
juz a normal guy..
i thk i knot expect too much d lo
should giv up d
life's like tis wad..
there is many things tat i wanna tell u..
dun kno if there's still a chance..
anyway..thk~
Love You

Stray~ "Story~" Storey~

Don't look back..
Don't regret..
Time's falling out of these hands..
Nothing can change..
Don't be afraid to look forward..
Moment we have before I will always remember..
Wound will also recover soon too..
I believe that decision is right to do..
But that make the distance become more and more far..
One day will you disappear from my sight?
Has feelings mean so!!
I thought it will be different but it is always same..
I thought those that impossible will be possible..
What a naive thought..
After saying out really make me feel better..
What can I do now?
LOOK FORWARD lo...
What is yours is always yours..
Worry is not needed..

I'm tired..
I beg your kindness let me rest awhile..
Thanks~

haiz

(1) 请老实的回答每一个问题。
(2) 不行擅自塗改題目。
(3) 写完请点10位小朋友，不可不点。
(4) 点完后请通知那10位小朋友他被点到了。

被点到的:
1. zxteoh
2. MeMeMeRachel
3. St11
4. GrEeN_gRe3n
5. Jian-Xia
6. Benjamin
7. Kelvin
8. Shinyi_Kazu
9. 神奇妹妹

10. TT

01-[ 4号认识6号吗? ]:: friend
02-[ 10号是男还是女? ]:: boy
03-[ 8号的兴趣是? ]:: BL
04-[ 1号有没有兄弟姐妹? ]:: dun kno
05-[ 7号姓氏? ]:: Har
06-[ 10号人缘好吗? ]:: dun kno~
07-[ 4号有人追吗? ]:: 100% no
08-[ 承上2号呢? ]:: Nope
09-[ 6号喜欢的颜色是? ]:: Black?
10-[ 3号和10号是朋友吗? ]:: Nope
11-[ 8号的生日是? ]:: July 30th
12-[ 5号读哪呢? ]:: SMJK Nan Hwa
13-[ 你怎么认识10号的? ]:: i dun kno him..
14-[ 你跟1号的生日差几个月? ]:: Don't know
15-[ 你和9号有出去玩过吗? ]:: No
16-[ 你喜欢和2号聊天吗? ]:: Okay lo
17-[ 你喜欢和3号在一起吗? ]:: ok lo
18-[ 你觉得7号人怎么样? ]:: very funny
19-[ 你觉得9号人怎么样? ]:: dun kno anyhting abt her
20-[ 你爱5号吗? ]:: i'm not gay =="

=============================

1. 是谁传給你这份问卷的:: tifanny@lulu

2. 你们认识多久呢:: 14 years

3. 你觉得他(她)对你來说很重要吗:: sure..

4. 你与他(她)的关系是:: bro&sis

5. 你觉得他(她)的个性如何:: erm..moody

6. 请问他(她)的兴趣是:: erm..dun kno leh

=============================

問 : 當你在更衣室沖水，门忽然被打开了
答 : use towel n cover lo..

問 : 海中忽然大浪來襲后 你发现比基尼小姐上身泳裝被沖掉了
答 : Stare at her.. XD

問 : 去海边玩会使用咩交通工具
答 : car la..

問 : 你突然发现沒帶泳裝 泳衣你会買吗
答 : no

問 : 会的。。
答 : Zzz

問 : 回去时 发现有其他遊客手机沒拿 你会觉得是哪牌子的
答 : C905

問 : 海边对你來说是
答 : place to c lenglui

問 : 看到镜子 会不由自主的向前吗
答 : wont

問 : 经常用洗面乳吗
答 : never use b4

問 : 说到自恋会想到谁
答 : ZuHo

問 : 有人说该減肥了 你会
答 : left bone lo..

--------------------------THE END-----------------------------

^.^

everything is just happening opposite from what i expect..
haiz..same things happened many times..
i keep expecting but same thing just keep on happening..
even miracle happen once but it did not happen for second times..
maybe i am just too greedy..it is already good enough to have once but i am expecting for second time..
a sentence that always mentioned in message..if it is yours,it will be yours..but if it isn't just let it go..how about that? should i just let go? it just seems more n more far..
will it become just like last time?

whatever la...getting worse or better there is no use for me to complain..
just accept wad had happened..
this world too many kinds of people exist..
looks like this time i wont be helped..
something that is for me is decreasing..
maybe it will just lost in the flow of time..
who will be waiting for me?
despair or happiness?
!@$%#$^%(* really don't like to think all this in a age like this..
this is sux......

*sometimes people see somethings that seem to be good but actually it isn't good at all..but even something look bad but it is much more better than what you think..good luck to you..

Praising~

I am here to praise someone that i admire..
She's the greatest person that i have ever met..
That person will be my elder sis..
She wont do such things like menace me to praise her at my blog..


And now..let me begin what i want to say..
She's intelligent~even before SPM.. she still reading comics..
but when the result come out..she gets 11As
Could that be possible? So..she's very intelligent..
She's determine too..she insist to read comics even it's near to exam..
it's a good things right?
Besides that..she has a strong mind!!
She can accept those comic that i can't accept!
it's a nightmare for me but it's heaven for her..
I really admire her!!
And..let me think..
She's brave!!
when parents go out to work for only 30 minutes..
such a short period she manage to go to book store and borrow comics back
such a hero!! and she even hide the comics inside the motor!
very brave hor~
And she like to adventure too..
the way she drives really make the passengers excited !
i never feel that "excited" sitting inside her car..
almost grab my life !! exciter isn't it? ^^
i think that's all for now..can't think till any other good things about her already..

-END-

【个人题】
01你叫什么：郑传翔
02你的绰号：apple
03你的血型：不懂
04你的星座：摩羯
05你是男还是女：男
06你几岁：14 岁
07你住哪里：422A Kampung Cina
08你现在的学校：南华
09你有没有手机：有
10承上，那是多少：讲什么?

【朋友题】
11你最要好的朋友（限1个）：Benjamin
12你最讨厌的人（限1个）：没有

【情题】
21你有没有喜欢的人：有
22到目前为止，你跟多少人告白过：1
23到目前为止，你被多少人告白过：0
24到目前为止，你交过多少个男/女朋友：没有
25现在有另一半吗：没有
26你最好的同性朋友跟你告白你会怎样：恐怖
27你初恋情人突然跟你告白你会接受吗：都忘记她长什么样子
28你为什么会喜欢你现在喜欢的人：没理由
29你跟另一半牵手过吗：没有
30你和另一半抱或亲过吗：没有
31你跟异性牵手过吗：有
34是谁，你们什么关系：妈妈,母子
35现在有人在追你吗：没有

【混合题】
36如果有天，好朋友离你而去，你会：没心情想酱多
37如果有天，好朋友背叛你，你会：不想说
38如果有天，好朋友对你喜新厌旧，你会：找过新的
39如果你很受不了你的父母，你会离家出走吗：不会
40你上课认真吗：有些罢了
41你功课好不好：中等
42你开电脑都在干嘛：玩game..
43你的即时通有多少个同性：懒惰算
44你的即时通里有多少个异性：不懂

【凶手题】
45传给你这份问卷的人是谁：Ah Lai & Jessica
46这个人对你好不好：不懂
47这个人是你的谁：朋友
48你有喜欢过这个人吗：没酱厉害两个都喜欢
49你们认识多久了：忘了
50这个人是怎样的人:就是这样
51这个人正/帅吗：leng
52这个人跟你有没有在一起过：没有
53万一你喜欢这个人，你会怎么办：不懂啦

【联想题】
54说到正妹你会想到谁：不懂
55说到帅哥你会想到谁：我
56说到憨你会想到谁：?
57说到痴你会想到谁：不懂
58说到暗恋你会想到谁：不懂
59说到出去玩你会想到谁：祖豪
60说到聪明鬼你会想到谁：膨彰
61说到傻子你会想到谁：没有
62说到笑点低你会想到谁：?
63说到爱笑你会想到谁：不懂

【学校题】
64你的班导是谁：不懂怎样写
65你的座位是第几排第几个：不懂怎样讲
66你最喜欢的老师是谁：没有
67你的英文好吗：好
68你的体育好吗：好
69你的数学好么：好
70你喜不喜欢你的校长：不喜欢
71你的学校好看吗：好看
72你的班级是：2M
73你的班级在几楼：2
74填后感：很欠打
被点到必填：1不填代表你不尊重传给你的人和问卷2请老实的回答每一个问题3不行擅自涂改题目4写完请点6位朋友，不可不点5点完后请通知那些朋友他们被点到了。copy题目到你的blog慢慢填吧^^

1.没有
-完-

"Love" hurt many people..many people argue also because of love..
everyday saw same thing keep happening..
make me lost my confidence.. :(
same thing keep playing in my mind...
what i will do after it happened?can i accept it?
is it a mistake? keep simply think!! damn you~
i wish i could be like them but i also hope i wont be like them.. nonsense

俄罗斯方块这个游戏,就是一直往上堆..然后"咚"一声便全部破坏..但如果能依序往上堆,最后便能破坏得更漂亮..不过嘛..即使输了只要一方不放弃游戏就能继续下去..人类就是这样不知是不懂放弃还是不知道什么时候该觉悟..但这样子的人生才会有乐趣嘛..hehe
life is like a boat..you won't ever know where you'll go if you don't have the oars..and nobody will know who really you are when reached some unknown country~


My life isn't like a lovely story anymore..
I thought i am just like the characters in those story books..
but it just wasn't like what i think~

no matter it is happy or sad i have to face my life..
there's always a surprise for us everyday..hehe
i hope my friends will always be happy~

A Story

the story start wif two frens~noob A n noob B!!!!


Noob A is fren of noob B..
they always talk whenever they hav time to do so..
but after that noob A found out there is a problem on noob B!
n the problem is, noob B will ignore the questions been ask by noob A..
wat's the reason bhind all this?
the reason is noob A asked something tat hurt noob B n noob B decide to juz ignore it..
but for noob A, it's not a respect for noob A!
noob A asked noob B y noob B ignored noob A questions but noob B juz turn the topic away!
noob A suddenly feel that noob B already dun treat noob A as a fren..
"as a fren, we should b honest to each other!" this is wad noob A mind is playing...
another time noob A asked noob B y ignore noob A's question n asked noob B dun turn away the topic..
tis time noob B juz silent n didn't say anything..
noob A get angry on noob B n juz went off..
noob B dun kno wat's noob A mind is playing n juz ignore noob A again!
n finally their relation juz end bcoz noob B ignored noob A's questions!

Finish~
any moral value can gain from this story?
i think there's no moral value in it..
haha..very boring..
kai hang betrayer!!!next year trumpet really die lo..




I LOVE YOU~DO YOU KNOW?AND DO YOU BELIEVE?

END

Question...

Is there a crack on our relation?


Will it happen for second time?


Why should I lie to myself?


Can I hate myself?


Can't you just treat me like an idiot?


Why it's me?


Last Question:
あなたが僕を愛していますか??
This is the question that i will never know the answer..
^^

!!!!!

something for sure! I WON'T STOP NOW!!
these few month i've done nothing..how i can juz let it end like tat..
STUPID BENJAMIN'S CURSE!!!!
who wan follow ur step wor!
i still wan to c wad the result between us bside end leh!
hmm...a realtion where will juz end tat easy de..
=.=" who dare to stop me i dare to kill!!! ^.^

lalala~

these days hor~boring hor~
ntg to do hor~
oso dun kno when ZuHo will buy for me hor?
very weird adding "hor" hor?
NanHwa first leh~ abit nervous edi~ haha
lately didn't saw u leh~
miss ur face..^^

SHIT!!!! spend too much time on blogging edi!!! no time to do other things!!!
but nvm la~ next time oni do la..
halo~bye bye~

I had enuf of tis life edi!!!
Does He really will make my wish come true?
i'll get wat i wan?
i wait for so long but yet miracle didn't happen...

y every1 is stopping me from reaching wat i wan?
can't u juz giv me a freedom? im nt ur pet! pls dun control me! i wan to hav my own life 2!
wat use for me to shouting at here?
feel stupid..y juz i cant say out how i actully feel?
felt sry to her..i didn't fulfill wat i promised..
think im gonna crazy edi!!!!
mayb in my heart ur feelings is placed second while they're the first...
no matter how bad they treat me i still cant hate them..i hav to alpologize to u..
..SORRY.. my gud is gud for nth..but u're always the best for me ^^
hope someday they'll kno wat i wan n u'll understand wat i mean~

lalala..enjoy life~
i'll b looking to the future!