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everything is just happening opposite from what i expect..
haiz..same things happened many times..
i keep expecting but same thing just keep on happening..
even miracle happen once but it did not happen for second times..
maybe i am just too greedy..it is already good enough to have once but i am expecting for second time..
a sentence that always mentioned in message..if it is yours,it will be yours..but if it isn't just let it go..how about that? should i just let go? it just seems more n more far..
will it become just like last time?

whatever la...getting worse or better there is no use for me to complain..
just accept wad had happened..
this world too many kinds of people exist..
looks like this time i wont be helped..
something that is for me is decreasing..
maybe it will just lost in the flow of time..
who will be waiting for me?
despair or happiness?
!@$%#$^%(* really don't like to think all this in a age like this..
this is sux......

*sometimes people see somethings that seem to be good but actually it isn't good at all..but even something look bad but it is much more better than what you think..good luck to you..