I had enuf of tis life edi!!!
Does He really will make my wish come true?
i'll get wat i wan?
i wait for so long but yet miracle didn't happen...

y every1 is stopping me from reaching wat i wan?
can't u juz giv me a freedom? im nt ur pet! pls dun control me! i wan to hav my own life 2!
wat use for me to shouting at here?
feel stupid..y juz i cant say out how i actully feel?
felt sry to her..i didn't fulfill wat i promised..
think im gonna crazy edi!!!!
mayb in my heart ur feelings is placed second while they're the first...
no matter how bad they treat me i still cant hate them..i hav to alpologize to u..
..SORRY.. my gud is gud for nth..but u're always the best for me ^^
hope someday they'll kno wat i wan n u'll understand wat i mean~

lalala..enjoy life~
i'll b looking to the future!